Now live on youtube!

If you've been curious about how i shade my drawings, i made a video explaining my process!

I don't usually talk about my mental health on Newgrounds, but this is a very positive update!!

I've been to a psychiatrist last week and i got prescribed antidepressants and sleeping pills. I'm starting both of these today and i might see the results in at least a month.

The antidepressants should also help me with anxiety, which is an added bonus because i don't think i ever talked about how i have anxiety that disrupts my daily life.

I want to be open about this because it WILL affect how i post and behave online, but hopefully in a positive way. Poor mental health has big effects on life, so i hope getting help will improve my quality of life in general.

You probably noticed i deleted some of my old drawings. Newsflash i hate my old art and seeing it and knowing its out there in the public eye is very anxiety inducing to me so i delete drawings i hate the most from time to time.

Today i rediscovered why i enjoy video editing. Might as well hop in on NG and ask,

Would you like to see me make any sort of like, tutorial videos or more speedpaints?

If you want tutorials, i could upload them to Newgrounds as well as Youtube. I just have to know what kinda stuff you'd like to see from me. I could try animating as well but that will be significantly more time consuming.

Thoughts?

So he responded... It's SO BAD. So i'll respond to him in a blog over here.

I'm gonna be very angry here so fair warning.

He kept up the whole "i'm the victim here."

We have to note that the victim's username has been censored out and we don't know their identity. Johnny pulls up a person who supposedly used to make art for him. Here's the thing Johnny... We have no reason to fucking trust you. The victim is COMPLETELY anonymous and we have no idea who it is, until they reveal themselves.

He goes on and on how awful of a person the victim is and i'm like... Even if that WOULD be the person that doesn't fucking justify you grooming them and sending them your dick pics when you were WELL AWARE they were 15. That just looks like childish and pathetic pointing fingers to divert attention from what YOU did. You were an adult at the fucking time and you should have known better, you have no way to justify this with "oh this person is actually begging for money and is hypersexual". You begged for money too, Johnny. You begged for money too. You use autism and your disability for pity and to justify your actions. You're no better person than what you're trying to paint the other person as.

Of course people fucking hate you for what you did, and everyone shits on you now. You groomed a child FOR YEARS and you show no fucking remorse and see no fault in yourself. "Racist names" shit the fuck up CRACKER. You WHITEY. Your white ass really thinks you're a bigger victim than actual people of color, don't you?

Over here Johnny shamelessly admits to actually sending the nudes to kids. Names have been censored out to protect the people he's trying to deflect the blame to. "The person i am today would never send nudes to a minor" Umm yeah i sent nudes to kids in the past but i don't do that anymore! Tee hee! I changed guys, i'm no longer attracted to kids!

You're just sorry you got fucking caught. You tiptoed around what you did in your original response, so your fans had to find out about your shit from the fucking comments. You didn't apologize at first, and we can see now that you're trying to fucking save face as much as possible. "Fall into traps with the mindset they can get away with it." Outright admitting he thought he'll actually get away with it.

Trying to excuse grooming a child with AUTISM. That is one of the most disgusting fucking things in this document. Your mental condition doesn't excuse being sexual towards a child. I'm autistic as well by the way, and i do consider my autism disabling to a degree. Thing is, that doesn't somehow excuse committing a crime. You say autism is not an excuse, but fucking YOURSELF use it as an excuse multiple times. How can you be that fucking hypocritical.

Also you didn't wrong her dude, you fucking groomed her for years. You fucking knew what you were doing.

Really not the best idea of trying to claim that you had such good and noble intentions towards a child when you're accused of grooming. Acting towards a kid that you care about them is literally part of the grooming process. Gaining the kid's trust is the point, so the creep can later make the child more and more numb to degenerate shit.

There is no facts to be left out, the picture is clear. You admitted to sending your nudes to minors. Your autism doesn't excuse it, and your whining about being soooo depressed doesn't excuse it either. You were doing it for goddamn YEARS with no remorse.

Also what the fuck do you mean "i have to defend my life to stay alive at this point with people knowing what i look like now." YOUR FACE HAS BEEN PUBLIC ONLINE FOR YEARS. You showed your face in youtube videos and public NG posts. This is where the pictures of your face in memes mocking you came from. The videos are literally on your main fucking youtube. i've never seen a more horrible fucking liar.

"Ermmm cancel culture" Dude. It's not cancel culture. People turned away from you because they don't want to support a sex pest that has strong evidence against him. "I almost killed myself" You groomed a child. You traumatized a kid for life for many years through discord. You wanted to fuck the said child and you asked them for nudes. You're a vile fucking degenerate and you deserve no sympathy from other people. You did it on an alt so there was a lesser chance of you getting caught. Or people even knowing it's you. You fuckin' knew what you were doing.

Once again Johnny, you publicize your own face YOURSELF.

Stop fucking acting like people are doxxing you.

Also johnny, you don't just suddenly stop being attracted to kids because one day you decided to change. You suddenly "changing" won't save any future victims from you. If you groomed a child once, we can't fucking trust you to keep your grubby hands away from kids.

When in the fuck did people used your case to advertise commissions? Any caps? Proof? None? Alright then ThatGroomerGuy. Johnny i don't think you realize literally everyone on newgrounds grew to dislike you because you're a fucking clown online. You make cringey tweets, posted extremely shit takes, proven yourself to be very bigoted and racist, but also pretended like you did a minor fuck up, while in reality you exchanged explicit pictures with a minor.

Also once again, last paragraph is part of his many attempts to divert the attention from himself to other people.

Honestly Johnny you're disgusting but i don't think anyone cares enough to try to hunt you down and hurt you IRL lmfao. You're not a microcelebrity, you're a mid musician from newgrounds.

"If you wanted to stop you wouldn't have pursued this" You should have stopped your dick from being anywhere near kids. You were the adult there. You should have known better. It's not a child's fault they don't know having online sexual contact with adults is bad. You abused your power as an adult over a kid to sexually exploit them.

Also, ain't no one gonna be open minded about you goin back to normal online activity. You have way too many minors to potentially groom by abusing your platform. Which is something you already did, shocker!

"I have acknowledged my wrongs, will you yours as well" has the same energy as a child refusing to admit something unless their friend takes half the blame alongside them.

The final two paragraphs are such a goddamn guilt trip. Why in the fuck did he include some kind of video game choices at the end??? Lol??? Johnny you can't exactly fucking walk away from being a sex pest that groomed a kid.

It's fuckin nasty that he goes full emo mode "you will have blood on your hands for the rest of your life" vaguely threatening his own life. While i do not support death threats directed against him, further crying he'll An hero himself because he's so sad he got caught is just embarrassing.

Additional screenshots, i took from his social media.

Archive of his horrible response, available here in case it gets deleted.

Note that i might release an entire doc that contains Johnny's ego, e-begging, and general things that aged like fucking MILK. Cuz there's A LOT of screenshots of his shitty behavior.

Closing thoughts

ThatJohnnyGuy completely failed to defend himself, he attempted to excuse his actions with his autism, divert attention from his horrid actions by pointing his finger how other people allegedly involved are sooooo baaad. He also attempted to guilt trip the reader by claiming his life or safety are actively endangered. He provided no proof of a lot of his claims, and involved people who were not mentioned in the drama before, supposedly outing the victim. Even tho the victim is completely anonymous and Johnny is not a credible source... After he found out he was called out, he was more concerned about his career and followers.

There's no hope for that dude, and he's only sorry he got caught. It's why he virtue signaled so hard, he tried to make himself feel like a good person by artificially kissing other people's ass and being oversensitive to the point he hurt actual people he tried to whiteknight for.

I have got to say, i'm glad his presence on the internet is no longer welcome. Johnny has been nothing but an obnoxious pathetic manchild crying victim whenever he could. He even went as far as to play victim after being outed for grooming a child over discord.

He has been quietly hated on Newgrounds due to his behavior, and i easily could see him eventually boiling over into doing something so disgusting. Which is sad and disturbing, that my most cynical prediction was right.

His actions are absolutely revolting and no amount of "it was 4 years ago" or "I've been to therapy" will fix what he did to that kid.

Johnny further dug his grave by making a horrible response, by having his usual twitter meltdown over how he is the victim and how he was trying to get better. Essentially confirming the accusations because he haven't brought up anything that can possibly defend him.

I will not share the doc here, as the screenshots are extremely upsetting and revolting. I think you can understand why i don't want to directly link this here... I don't wish the sight of Johnny's crusty ass dick pics on anyone.

EDIT: archiving here Johnny's pathetic cryfest

As some of you may have noticed, i got suspended from Twitter and quite honestly i'm fucking livid.

According to Twitter, sexualizing children and drooling over pedophilia being romantacized is A-Okay, but shitting on pedophiles is suspension worthy. Congrats on making Twitter better, Elon.

Happy Fuckin' Cassandra day everyone!

Hope you'll have fun drawing and celebrating our annoying wannabe alien overlord from a 20 year old game.

You may have also noticed a username change, which was coming for a while at this point. I am on my knees thanking @mihssy for wasting 3 dollars on me so i could finally change my username, ily!!!!

It makes me sad that the Pico fandom is dying off because the FNF tourists finally left, but it's not going to make me stop working on my AU or making Pico's School art. If i'll have to i'll help carry the fandom so it doesn't go back to it's state before it blew up in the early 2020's. The Pico franchise deserves love, because of how much it impacted the internet. It's geniuenly dissapointing to see that modern generations just can't apperciate things that are more humorously edgy rather exclusively wholesome.

With that, i have to say i'm once again feeling comfortable in this fandom. What originally got me into PS was how small, calm and inviting the fandom was. Just like at the beggining of every fanbase, the start is always very enjoyable. The toxicity at the peak of the fandom is visibly dying down, and i'm very happy to see that the fanbase is finally healing. Artists that were bullied by absolute toxic dipshits in this fanbase are coming back, people are having fun again, and there's no gender or headcanon wars anymore.

Hang in there Pico fandom, we may be small but we are still going strong!!!

It has been exposed and confirmed that my stalker is back on her old shit, so i had to lock my social media. I will likely post my doodles and smaller drawings on NG now too, because it's pretty problematic how i just heavily lean onto twitter for that.

Please stay patient, as these social media locks are for my safety. The stalker keeps harrassing me through curiouscat, so i'm going to stop using that site for a while too.

I have no idea how long this is going to last, but i need to try and scramble a way to somehow relieve my mental health. I haven't been doing good lately at all.